There's no such thing as fairy tales.

I used to blog almost every single day... sometimes even more than that! Whenever I was angry, whenever I was sad, whenever I wanted to procrastinate, etc... I had my blogs to fall back on. But now, now I am getting lazy.

Sometimes I just want to keep all of my feelings and emotions in instead of pouring them out into entries.

I used to think about life and what-not. What is the meaning of life? I don't have enough time for that... even though the meaning of life is probably more important than one math homework assignment. Priorities. It's hard to choose.

July 28th was the last time I blogged here. That's a long time.

I need to do homework.

I need to be a better person.

I need to do a lot of things.

What else is new?

Oh yeah. I need to do college applications. That's new.

**So I just read some of my old entries from May. Hecka deep. What happened to me? I feel like I change every few weeks. I wish I was stable. This is one of the things I dislike about being a kid. I don't have a stable state of mind.

But then again, I am terrified of growing up. My eighteenth birthday is in less than two months now. I will be an adult. I still feel like I'm thirteen. I mean.. I still wish I was thirteen.

La vie n'est pas souvent ce qu'on voudrait. Mais on doit se battre contre les obstacles. Et moi, bien que je me plains tout le temps, je ne sais rien. Je connais trop de personnes qui devraient se plaindre plus.

Wow. I haven't done French in so long. Very rusty.